see me, feel me, touch me, heal me
so I just discovered a great song by the who, because I typed "go boy" into itunes to find the song by zap mama, and it came up with three songs, including "go to the mirror boy" by the who, and also this annoying song by ringo starr.
last night I had a lot of strange dreams. in one of them, there was this man with tons of cats, and the cats were kind of deranged in a way I can't explain. but I ended up having to escape the weird slow yet fast-attacking cats, by running up these stairs, and even though the cats could jump, once you got high enough you were safe (I could tell this for sure by the fact that once I got to a certain level of the stairs, they began to be littered with dead cat bodies.) so finally I got to the top of the stairs, and there was a room with this guy who had to take my picture from the front to record what I looked like after having just experienced the weird cat stuff. and max kennedy was there, sitting on a table playing the guitar, and I had to play along with him while I had my picture taken, but I couldn't really play and had to fake it.
also I have noticed that one of my most recurring dream themes is being overcome by emotion but being unable to express it sincerely or not come across as being disrespectful/sarcastic. it doesn't seem untrue to say that it is a common thing in my real life too, but I think it's actually mostly or entirely in dreams.
last night I had a lot of strange dreams. in one of them, there was this man with tons of cats, and the cats were kind of deranged in a way I can't explain. but I ended up having to escape the weird slow yet fast-attacking cats, by running up these stairs, and even though the cats could jump, once you got high enough you were safe (I could tell this for sure by the fact that once I got to a certain level of the stairs, they began to be littered with dead cat bodies.) so finally I got to the top of the stairs, and there was a room with this guy who had to take my picture from the front to record what I looked like after having just experienced the weird cat stuff. and max kennedy was there, sitting on a table playing the guitar, and I had to play along with him while I had my picture taken, but I couldn't really play and had to fake it.
also I have noticed that one of my most recurring dream themes is being overcome by emotion but being unable to express it sincerely or not come across as being disrespectful/sarcastic. it doesn't seem untrue to say that it is a common thing in my real life too, but I think it's actually mostly or entirely in dreams.