Mar 12, 2006 16:55
I thought it was about time for an update.
I've been busy shopping for baby stuff, and getting the nursery together. Everyday is more exciting. This pregnancy stuff is kinda neat. I've been feeling the baby kick for the past few weeks and my tummy is rapidly expanding. Everyone at work picks on me because I'm normally slim built, and suddenly I have this nice little, tight ball in front. And the cool part is I'll probably go back to my pre-pregancy size after the baby's born.
My emotions have kicked up, too. You know how you feel when you're on your period? All emotional? Triple that and that's hove I've been. Jay and I went to see 8 Below with Eric and Lani and I balled like a baby!! Over a silly animal movie.
Yesterday, Mom, Lani and I went to Memphis to the Southern Women's Show. That was fun. It was good to spend some time with them. I don't know why, but here lately, I'm suddenly wanting to spend time with family and husband because I'm now realizing that a little one is on the way. Especially with Jay. I get almost emotional when we're not together. I want to spend as much time together as possible because most of the time we have together will be gone soon.
Back to yesterday, I love spending time with Mom and Lani. I know sometimes I get moody and snaps at everyone at one time or another, but I love them. We just had a blast. If I were around my high school buddies more often, I probably wouldn't enjoy it as much because I feel we're all on different levels. When we got home, Eric and Jay were sitting at the kitchen table playing Battleship. I had to laugh to myself. What a perfect ending to a great shopping day. I almost cried because it tugged at my heart, but I'll save that for later.
I always feel bad for the way i treat Zack sometimes. It hurts me when others (at school) mistreat him, and makes me feel worse for the way I do too. Yeaterday he was really funny. He asked me to play Gamecube with him and we ended up playing Mario Strikers or something like that. I had a blast with the kid!! He really is a great person. I just hopes he sees past how a lot of people(me included) treats him and stays as innocent and sweet as he is.
On the the hubby. You wouldn't believe how much more I love him now. I tell him all the time how much I love him more than the day before. Being pregnant just solidifies that bond we have now more than ever. I never knew I could love someone like the way I love him!