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Internet is still down at home, so I'm still updating from the lab at Naz.
Yesterday was incredibly difficult. So many people that I love were taken away from me all in a matter of about 12 hours.
I had to say goodbye to Louie. He left for Pennsylvania yesterday, and immediately after that he'll be going to Buffalo for school. I bought him breakfast in the morning; he called it his "send-off." Then I took him home, held him and kissed him goodbye, and cried all the way back to my house. I don't know, I can't even articulate anything that I'm trying to say right now. Words fail me when it concerns him.
The benefit concert was last night. Thank god it is over, it was the most frustrating piece of theatre I have ever been involved in. But it was for a good cause, so in the long run I'm glad I stuck it out. But damn it was ridiculous. But that's not the point. The point is that now it might be a good long time before I see any of my beloved castmates again.
I can't deal with goodbyes, I really suck at them.
I'm going to miss him so much.
And I'm so afraid.
Yesterday was incredibly difficult. So many people that I love were taken away from me all in a matter of about 12 hours.
I had to say goodbye to Louie. He left for Pennsylvania yesterday, and immediately after that he'll be going to Buffalo for school. I bought him breakfast in the morning; he called it his "send-off." Then I took him home, held him and kissed him goodbye, and cried all the way back to my house. I don't know, I can't even articulate anything that I'm trying to say right now. Words fail me when it concerns him.
The benefit concert was last night. Thank god it is over, it was the most frustrating piece of theatre I have ever been involved in. But it was for a good cause, so in the long run I'm glad I stuck it out. But damn it was ridiculous. But that's not the point. The point is that now it might be a good long time before I see any of my beloved castmates again.
I can't deal with goodbyes, I really suck at them.
I'm going to miss him so much.
And I'm so afraid.