Oh Jemaine. You makin me crazy.
I must say. I love my morning latte. I try to break the habit, and I have a few times, but I always come back around to it. It makes me happy to walk to the coffee shop, to see the same people every morning, read my horoscope (which has been horrible lately... :)), and order this medium skim latte. I figure, I can have this one thing right? This one small thing? I know its not that good for me, but I just don't give a damn. At least I am able to resist the scones...most days :)
Anyhow. I went shopping yesterday. Major, no holds barred, shopping. I haven't done this in..well..I can't remember when. Imagine my surprise when I am two jean sizes smaller than when I last shopped. YAY! ha. Could just be that Banana runs thier pants extra large, but I don't care. You would totally want to smack this ass if you saw it in these jeans. (Oh Pindz. That was for you. :)). It feels good to wear new things, to know I look good in them, and I am going to enjoy this.
So life is good right now. Wonderfully good. I feel like I am in a dream and I don't want to wake up. This is what life feels like when you've walked around numb for a few years. This is what life feels like when you wake up. I love being able to look back on Jeff and I with affection and gratitude, but with the for(e?)sight to know that this decision was absolutly the best one for us both. I am enjoying single Jen. I am enjoying this lightness of heart, this whole new outlook. Oh man. I so could do a commercial for like pampers or something right now. ha! Happy people are so annoying right? I am going to annoy the shit out of life right now.
So thank you lovlies, for bearing with me during this. Mutha fuckin what? :)
Anyhow. I went shopping yesterday. Major, no holds barred, shopping. I haven't done this in..well..I can't remember when. Imagine my surprise when I am two jean sizes smaller than when I last shopped. YAY! ha. Could just be that Banana runs thier pants extra large, but I don't care. You would totally want to smack this ass if you saw it in these jeans. (Oh Pindz. That was for you. :)). It feels good to wear new things, to know I look good in them, and I am going to enjoy this.
So life is good right now. Wonderfully good. I feel like I am in a dream and I don't want to wake up. This is what life feels like when you've walked around numb for a few years. This is what life feels like when you wake up. I love being able to look back on Jeff and I with affection and gratitude, but with the for(e?)sight to know that this decision was absolutly the best one for us both. I am enjoying single Jen. I am enjoying this lightness of heart, this whole new outlook. Oh man. I so could do a commercial for like pampers or something right now. ha! Happy people are so annoying right? I am going to annoy the shit out of life right now.
So thank you lovlies, for bearing with me during this. Mutha fuckin what? :)