Aug 18, 2010 01:02
I still hurt... For a while there I was getting the hang of things and was fine, but I guess it was only a temporary thing cause the tears are coming just as easy as they ever did. And then I find out tonight that I'm missed, but I find this out through someone else so I just don't know what to think. I mean... if you miss me then just say so, it's not like I'm in hiding. I'm hardly ever invisible anywhere online, and my phone is on more than it ever has been in the past. I just don't get it... what makes me so unapproachable?
Anyway, on a more positive side of things I'll finally have a computer that doesn't suck thanks to a very awesome friend of mine so I can just wash my hands of the mess that is my mother's computer. Let my dumbass half brother fill it to the brim with porn and viruses for all I care. And I'm also gonna be getting my first toy soon. Both should be here by next week so good times a comin.