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So here is were I stand....
I am closing all my doors before easter. It is a personal goal. I have already written a goodbye message to peter and given it to amos (who has been more of a friend than he has ever been if that is even possible. He is my best friend in JC by far hands down. I freakin love the kid) anyway he is giving the note to peter next time he sees him and it is done. I told him not to talk about it. dead he is dead to me. It feels like a weight lifted off my shoulder!
Now all i need to do is close things with kristen ( she has not talken to me but twice in over a year and apparently its because she thinks I am going to take amos away from her, which could only be true in an community in which I would date my brother because he is my brother) And Hunter ( one eyed boy) but only him because i feel the need to talk to him.
I have been having weird dreams lately that correlate with my life its pretty crazy. I use to have a reaccuring dream that had kristen, hunter, and peter in it, but not it is just kristen and hunter and last night it was kristen hunter and tom tom ( a friend from when i use to go to wesley) and i ran into tom tom today. It was crazy. Its a longer story than that but i just read it and it sounded weird so i will just leave it there)
So my life now is working two jobs, dealing with my family dealing with my Dad's cancer. I am taking it really well- everyone else.... not as well, but still decently. Closing all my doors with rusty henges andgetting stuff ready to leave and no joke start a new life. It's weird to say like that, but it's true! CRAZY!
Anywho miss ya- see you at least in may or june!!!
Al
I am closing all my doors before easter. It is a personal goal. I have already written a goodbye message to peter and given it to amos (who has been more of a friend than he has ever been if that is even possible. He is my best friend in JC by far hands down. I freakin love the kid) anyway he is giving the note to peter next time he sees him and it is done. I told him not to talk about it. dead he is dead to me. It feels like a weight lifted off my shoulder!
Now all i need to do is close things with kristen ( she has not talken to me but twice in over a year and apparently its because she thinks I am going to take amos away from her, which could only be true in an community in which I would date my brother because he is my brother) And Hunter ( one eyed boy) but only him because i feel the need to talk to him.
I have been having weird dreams lately that correlate with my life its pretty crazy. I use to have a reaccuring dream that had kristen, hunter, and peter in it, but not it is just kristen and hunter and last night it was kristen hunter and tom tom ( a friend from when i use to go to wesley) and i ran into tom tom today. It was crazy. Its a longer story than that but i just read it and it sounded weird so i will just leave it there)
So my life now is working two jobs, dealing with my family dealing with my Dad's cancer. I am taking it really well- everyone else.... not as well, but still decently. Closing all my doors with rusty henges andgetting stuff ready to leave and no joke start a new life. It's weird to say like that, but it's true! CRAZY!
Anywho miss ya- see you at least in may or june!!!
Al