Apr 21, 2012 11:40
Pretty fucked up name to call someone who needs help.
Guy's more a nutter than he thinks I am that's not true at all.
Turns out I'm one fucked up elf. Shit, this guy has dug up more about me than I told Ja
Bad place, bad place, don't go there.
DON'T FUCKING GO THERE!
*The ink now appears fresher, the lines above abandoned and thoughts written down later*
Akaraek, yeah, that's the guys name (some kind of spirit elder), won't call me Mikhial. Says that person is dead. Broken in a way. Not that I disagree with him, just fucking hate this psycho mumbo jumbo. But everyday I go and see him just to talk, about anything
Sky
Fish
Food
Beer
Piercings....(which me made me take -all- of them out.)
And...Ja *ink smeared away*
HIM.
How I felt
Why I chose him
What was the biggest fucking mistake it was to actually get with him
and why I'm such a mess after he's gone.
He gave me a new tome too, seemed he had one that he watched out of boredom. "Connect with your -own- kind." Like I ever want to fucking do that.
But might as well start....Jadall, Felix, Wesh, all of 'em.
the one to wesh might get me punched. I...found Blondie. It's not good.
*The bottom of the page is torn away, the beginning of a letter started on the new portion*
Jadall Sunsorrow
To my own surprise, this is the hardest letter to write in the string I plan to do. Janan is dead. Go figure right....
wesh,
new name,
felix,
not really,
jadall,
broken,
blondie,
-all- the feelings,
new tome