God sees the truth, but waits.
oh man. first sem is almost coming to an end.
new life. new friends. new campus.
i thank God that:
- I was able to shift
- I was able to meet new friends and people
- I am travelling from home(not dorm anymore)
but what the heck.
sometimes I wonder if He is testing my patience. for one whole sem, i had countless exams. My grades were not so good. I prayed and prayed, yet no progress. I remained faithful after my 2nd departmental exams, until my 3rd departmental exams, but 4th? It started to fade.
I do not know if I am lazy, or a culture shock coming from a big campus to a smaller campus, or because Manila is harder than diliman, or simply, an adjustment period for me.
Sometimes, I wished everything was easier. Sometimes, I wished i was in diliman where everything was easier than I have right now.
Darn, i'm so frustrated.Why does it have to be this way?! I need enlightenment. o.o
new life. new friends. new campus.
i thank God that:
- I was able to shift
- I was able to meet new friends and people
- I am travelling from home(not dorm anymore)
but what the heck.
sometimes I wonder if He is testing my patience. for one whole sem, i had countless exams. My grades were not so good. I prayed and prayed, yet no progress. I remained faithful after my 2nd departmental exams, until my 3rd departmental exams, but 4th? It started to fade.
I do not know if I am lazy, or a culture shock coming from a big campus to a smaller campus, or because Manila is harder than diliman, or simply, an adjustment period for me.
Sometimes, I wished everything was easier. Sometimes, I wished i was in diliman where everything was easier than I have right now.
Darn, i'm so frustrated.Why does it have to be this way?! I need enlightenment. o.o