Apparition.
Most of the time things are really fucked up.
But i've become pretty indifferent to it.
Baby we can stop. I'm already dead. Stop Nanana-ooooo.
Already dead. Uh-huh. Yeahhhh.
School starts on Thrusday. I got my schedule today.
I'm excited in some ways. I have a lot to prepare for.
Tomorrow is my last day of summer.
I keep applying for jobs. But they all say Eff you, basically.
What the hell.
I dislike Tom Waits. And i'm not sorry about it.
However, I do like this song i'm listening to by The Raconteurs.
Blue Veins.
I'm not sure what to say to most anyone anymore.
I mean, I feel like so much happens, that when someone asks me what
is new, I almost get offended because they think I can just fit everything into a window.
So i've grown accustom to saying "Oh not a lot. Just getting ready for school. Looking for a job." Add a nod
and they are out of your hair until the next person comes along and tries the same thing.
Assholes.
I have a feeling i'm going to be getting a lot of "You're not the same as you used to be" sometime soon.
That will suck. But there's nothing i can do about it. I'm not the same anymore. A lot has changed with me.
But a lot of people don't care to be there during that time, and I therefore don't care to explain.
If I did explain it and if they understood, maybe they wouldn't mind the change.
I met an interesting person the other day. He reminds me of the way I used to be.
I used to go into depth in my thoughts about every single thing that meant absolutely nothing,
but was somehow intriguing when I started explaining it--well at least to the people that kept up.
And to others, I just got this look and a "you think too much."
I don't think I've really had any depthy thoughts lately. That's completely not like me.
Maybe that's why I don't have much to say.
I need some solitude. I guess that's what I need. And maybe some pot.
Alright well that's it for now.
Bye.
(Now all anyone's listening for are the mistakes.)
But i've become pretty indifferent to it.
Baby we can stop. I'm already dead. Stop Nanana-ooooo.
Already dead. Uh-huh. Yeahhhh.
School starts on Thrusday. I got my schedule today.
I'm excited in some ways. I have a lot to prepare for.
Tomorrow is my last day of summer.
I keep applying for jobs. But they all say Eff you, basically.
What the hell.
I dislike Tom Waits. And i'm not sorry about it.
However, I do like this song i'm listening to by The Raconteurs.
Blue Veins.
I'm not sure what to say to most anyone anymore.
I mean, I feel like so much happens, that when someone asks me what
is new, I almost get offended because they think I can just fit everything into a window.
So i've grown accustom to saying "Oh not a lot. Just getting ready for school. Looking for a job." Add a nod
and they are out of your hair until the next person comes along and tries the same thing.
Assholes.
I have a feeling i'm going to be getting a lot of "You're not the same as you used to be" sometime soon.
That will suck. But there's nothing i can do about it. I'm not the same anymore. A lot has changed with me.
But a lot of people don't care to be there during that time, and I therefore don't care to explain.
If I did explain it and if they understood, maybe they wouldn't mind the change.
I met an interesting person the other day. He reminds me of the way I used to be.
I used to go into depth in my thoughts about every single thing that meant absolutely nothing,
but was somehow intriguing when I started explaining it--well at least to the people that kept up.
And to others, I just got this look and a "you think too much."
I don't think I've really had any depthy thoughts lately. That's completely not like me.
Maybe that's why I don't have much to say.
I need some solitude. I guess that's what I need. And maybe some pot.
Alright well that's it for now.
Bye.
(Now all anyone's listening for are the mistakes.)