flying
This is backwards. The more I fly, the more crazy I get. First flight ever was a short one to Mexico. Crappy small plane. It was a breeze. Next one was a 27 hour one to Qatar. I was just fine. Next one was something domestic. Ok, a little jittery. Another 20+ flight to London then carried on to Qatar. Tense. Next one, domestic. Downright nervous. Then back to Mexico. Freaking the fuck out. Now I'm headed to Missouri tomorrow and I'm panicked already. If I keep this up I'm going to be a complete nut job for my next flight. I thought this was supposed to get easier, wtf?