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I have a problem. There's a new guy at work & I'm basically infatuated with him beyond belief. He got the job because his sister also serves at Benny's. She's awesome & I love her & I love her even more for having an amazingly attractive brother. hahaha. His name is George & other than that the fact he's a little shorter than most guys I normally like, he's pretty much perfect. I feel like this is Nick-mania all over again. When I first met him I used to get excited to go to work because I was excited to see Nick. Well, this is happening again, only with George. I'm a dork. hahaha. He's only been working there like a week & a half & I already have a huge crush. He hooks up with some girl at the moment, but he's technically single & free game. hahaa. I'm not pretty enough for him, though. He's amazing.
A guy I work with thinks George might like me, too. Jordan only says this because I'm pretty much one of the only people George actually speaks to & I'm the only one he'll ask for help. I don't know if that means he likes me, though. haha. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. What am I gonna doooooooo? I know the more we work together the more I'll like him. Just kill me now.
Nick's not even a factor in my life anymore. Thank god. He still calls occasionally. I just angry instead of excited. He's in Mexico for 8 days. I'm taking this as a total Nick detox. Yay me.
This summer has been a lot of fun so far. Turning 20 in Pittsburgh with fun with Genevieve. Spraining my wrist while wasted, not so much. hahaha. But, it was the sign of a successful birthday weekend if you ask me. I've hung out with Paul so much & that just makes me really happy. I can't believe out of everyone how close we still are. I guess its weird that Becky & I talk pretty regularly now, but at the same time, it's not. I know I swore she was dead to me & I'd never speak to her again, but well....things change & so do people. Some people do at least & I believe she has. So why not give her a second chance to be my friend? Eh, I don't know. I guess I'm just growing up.
I'm going to John Mayer on Thursday & well, yeah. That's just fucking exciting, dude.
A guy I work with thinks George might like me, too. Jordan only says this because I'm pretty much one of the only people George actually speaks to & I'm the only one he'll ask for help. I don't know if that means he likes me, though. haha. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. What am I gonna doooooooo? I know the more we work together the more I'll like him. Just kill me now.
Nick's not even a factor in my life anymore. Thank god. He still calls occasionally. I just angry instead of excited. He's in Mexico for 8 days. I'm taking this as a total Nick detox. Yay me.
This summer has been a lot of fun so far. Turning 20 in Pittsburgh with fun with Genevieve. Spraining my wrist while wasted, not so much. hahaha. But, it was the sign of a successful birthday weekend if you ask me. I've hung out with Paul so much & that just makes me really happy. I can't believe out of everyone how close we still are. I guess its weird that Becky & I talk pretty regularly now, but at the same time, it's not. I know I swore she was dead to me & I'd never speak to her again, but well....things change & so do people. Some people do at least & I believe she has. So why not give her a second chance to be my friend? Eh, I don't know. I guess I'm just growing up.
I'm going to John Mayer on Thursday & well, yeah. That's just fucking exciting, dude.