(no subject)
i've had a stubborn case of the blues lately.
i think the culprit might be seasonal affective disorder combined with too much boozing (alcohol is so ironically a depressant);
this has made for choppy waters in paradise :(
it sucks when the little imperfections become more noticeable than the marvelous whole
because i passionately adore every inch of that remarkable boy, and only want him to be happy;
so i can't be sad all the time!
crying is so cathartic, though, and in times of creative stagnation there's not much else i can do to express myself.
been spending more time with friends, that helps.
but sometimes it just hurts, so much,
i feel helpless like a newborn panda
and chasing shots with ice cream sounds like the best course of action.
this life is taking me on a crazy ride, that is for SURE!
i think the culprit might be seasonal affective disorder combined with too much boozing (alcohol is so ironically a depressant);
this has made for choppy waters in paradise :(
it sucks when the little imperfections become more noticeable than the marvelous whole
because i passionately adore every inch of that remarkable boy, and only want him to be happy;
so i can't be sad all the time!
crying is so cathartic, though, and in times of creative stagnation there's not much else i can do to express myself.
been spending more time with friends, that helps.
but sometimes it just hurts, so much,
i feel helpless like a newborn panda
and chasing shots with ice cream sounds like the best course of action.
this life is taking me on a crazy ride, that is for SURE!