That's LIfe . . .

Apr 22, 2004 06:03

Let me preface my remarks by saying I am extremely sorry if this post seems cliche, or anygry. It is not meant to hurt anyone's feelings. These are just feelings.

Friends. I am lucky, blessed even that I have so many. There is never a time when I feel like i can't talk to one of my buds, about anything. However, and I do understand that I am in high school, and that I will lose and gain many more friends before the end of my life, probably even before the end of this year. But sometimes I wish there could be a forum. like a friendship forum if you will. Just so we all stay on the same page about what is exceptable behavior and what is not. I know that if you don't like to be around someone, you can simply chose not to. . . .but it isn't always that easy. Because of the environment that we are in AKA school, we have to be around tons of people that we would not nesissarily chose to be around on a regular basis. I am not complaining, high school has brought me so many great friendships and I have learned so much from the people around me. . . .

BUT, not to negate anything i just said but every situation has it pros and cons, so here I am "con"ing away. Sometimes you outgrow people. not that you are any better or worse than they are, you just realize that you are not in the same place anymore. This is not a bad thing per say, but a dowside to the situation. LIving is taking a chace. Being in a relationship with another person is taking a chance, and so many times it is worth it. You do not always get back what you put in. NOW THIS IS NOT WHY YOU SHOULD BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE. You see what I mean? we need a forum. No but really, as my high school days come to a close, I do not what to look back and regret. I am so not about regret!! I want to be happy for the friends that I have, and the friends that I have had.

I know this was kinda random, and not my best work, but sometimes you just have to let your fingers go on the keyboard and live with what comes out. I am happy! I hope you are too. . . .
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