Mar 24, 2005 11:59
At first I couldn't log in today because I didn't remember my username and password. I guess that means its been a long time since I've been on this site.
I've been fasting going on four days now. Just looked at my stomach in the mirror..I must be sick because while I want food the first thing I'm thinking of is how flat it looks and that a liquid diet could do wonders for my figure. It's all those body image issues I grew up with..I'm not going to not eat. In fact I'm going to stop this fast tomorrow, but still, it's nice to feel like I'm getting back into the shape I had in high school.
Perhaps eating sensibly will be the key. Maybe after not really eating for a few days, I won't find the need to binge and binge. Who knows?
The florescent lights in the office that I'm calling home three days a week are making me feel sick. Can't be good for the soul. Sometimes I wish I was a trust fund baby.
Sometimes I don't.