Too little to late.
Time has made me strong, I am starting to move on.
I am going to be a mommy soon. So everything in ny life has changed so much. I grew up in the moment that the test gave me a plus sign. The parttying stopped, the drugs, the cigs, everything. I had to step back and seriously take inventory on myself and think about what it was I needed to do. I started working more hours, paying all my bills on time. I changed my friends. EVERYTHING.
So whhhhhhy cant he grow up? Why cant he take of his own shit. Why do I feel so alone, so fed up, so aggervated, so scared, so lonley, so sad...Why do I feel like I got naked with by myself, had sex with myself. Like this baby can only count on me. I have bought this baby everything it needs and more ALLLLLL by my damn self.
I want my son to be happy. Maybe thats without him in it..
I am going to be a mommy soon. So everything in ny life has changed so much. I grew up in the moment that the test gave me a plus sign. The parttying stopped, the drugs, the cigs, everything. I had to step back and seriously take inventory on myself and think about what it was I needed to do. I started working more hours, paying all my bills on time. I changed my friends. EVERYTHING.
So whhhhhhy cant he grow up? Why cant he take of his own shit. Why do I feel so alone, so fed up, so aggervated, so scared, so lonley, so sad...Why do I feel like I got naked with by myself, had sex with myself. Like this baby can only count on me. I have bought this baby everything it needs and more ALLLLLL by my damn self.
I want my son to be happy. Maybe thats without him in it..