I need some time for thinkin'.
I really miss my boyfriend right now.
He lives across Tampa and it's just really really sad. I miss my best friend. I'm all lost in shit without him around. I don't even want to go out anymore because I really miss him. I don't like to make him worry. So I guess I will chill until I go to Biloxi Thursday to see my family. I guess I am going to meet my real sister or atleast my dad is trying. I might have to meet my real mom and thats really not exciting me at all. I don't know how to explain that feeling but it makes me want to barf. Is that weird? You know what? I've meet so many people latley my age that don't know thier parents. Damn man what happend to that generation? Cuz it wasnt my generation it's thiers. Like my dad and stuff. Maybe it's a reocurring thing. Like it's a pattern that repaeats its self. Cuz my dad doesnt know his real dad. I dont know. That a whole nother story. My boyfriend Just pointed out to me that I've ben thinking a lot about Jon (my ex). Maybe cuz I am spending more and more time in that area of town and it bring back old memories. I really dont know. bleeeeeeeeh.
Today Noah and Naliah informed me that they are no longer Naliah and Noah. They are Aladin and Jasmine. I told them that borhter and sisters are not allowed to ride on a "magic" carpet together. It's kinda funny how he comes to you ONLY when you call him Aladin. Kinda weird tho. Maybe I will get some genie pants when he gets older for him to rock if he still loves that cartoon. How knows I thought it was Dora and Boots. s
He lives across Tampa and it's just really really sad. I miss my best friend. I'm all lost in shit without him around. I don't even want to go out anymore because I really miss him. I don't like to make him worry. So I guess I will chill until I go to Biloxi Thursday to see my family. I guess I am going to meet my real sister or atleast my dad is trying. I might have to meet my real mom and thats really not exciting me at all. I don't know how to explain that feeling but it makes me want to barf. Is that weird? You know what? I've meet so many people latley my age that don't know thier parents. Damn man what happend to that generation? Cuz it wasnt my generation it's thiers. Like my dad and stuff. Maybe it's a reocurring thing. Like it's a pattern that repaeats its self. Cuz my dad doesnt know his real dad. I dont know. That a whole nother story. My boyfriend Just pointed out to me that I've ben thinking a lot about Jon (my ex). Maybe cuz I am spending more and more time in that area of town and it bring back old memories. I really dont know. bleeeeeeeeh.
Today Noah and Naliah informed me that they are no longer Naliah and Noah. They are Aladin and Jasmine. I told them that borhter and sisters are not allowed to ride on a "magic" carpet together. It's kinda funny how he comes to you ONLY when you call him Aladin. Kinda weird tho. Maybe I will get some genie pants when he gets older for him to rock if he still loves that cartoon. How knows I thought it was Dora and Boots. s