Dazed. :]
Today was cool.
I had a good morning, and in spanish class today, a russian speaker came and talked to us about russian language and culture. I've been in love with Russian Culture and Lang. forever, and to have her come and speak with us was so amazing. After her coming I realize how much I want to study abroad, and leave Michigan.
:]
Me and Cassady are really sick of it here. We might got to NY together. Not sure. She's undecided....as am I. Mainly because of Mitch...and my other friends.
Today, me and mitch hung out for a few hours while the whole gang went to see the movie "300". I realized this afternoon....how much I like him. Love.....I think so. I have a feeling he loves me....because many times he just looked into my eyes, and didn't say anything. And I asked him what, and he'd always say, "Nothing." and smile......and just keep looking at me. I connect with him. I feel so myself, and yet so shy at the same time. He makes me feel like I never have to be scared. Sure....I get mad, but it's only because of me liking him so much.
He's....like the other half of me.
I can't even put into words how I felt this afternoon. Too many emotions to describe. I can't.....comprehend them all.
I keep looking for the right time to say it. I love you. But either it comes and I miss the opportunity, or I'm about to say it...and back out.
We were talking about our future in Borders today, sitting in the chairs by the magazine racks....holding hands. He says he's scared of his friends leaving and the group going seperate ways. I want to travel. I'm not meant for this place....I'm destined for greater things....like Aeneas in th Aneid. He got quiet when I said that. When I asked what was wrong...he said, "You know what."
I know he's thinking, "You'll be leaving me". and all I could think was, "What if we're not together?" I don't want to think that far ahead, but....I can picture it you know? How can you like someone so much within the 2 1/2 months you've been with them?
If anything at all, I know that I like him, and he likes me. He told me that he does....a lot, and that his mom even knows it (after a mishap today.....his mom basically catching us being promiscuous and such...:] ).
LA;SSA;LGKDMLS;GAKM.
God. I'm dazed. That's all I can say to describe how I feel. But....I like it. :]
.katie.
I had a good morning, and in spanish class today, a russian speaker came and talked to us about russian language and culture. I've been in love with Russian Culture and Lang. forever, and to have her come and speak with us was so amazing. After her coming I realize how much I want to study abroad, and leave Michigan.
:]
Me and Cassady are really sick of it here. We might got to NY together. Not sure. She's undecided....as am I. Mainly because of Mitch...and my other friends.
Today, me and mitch hung out for a few hours while the whole gang went to see the movie "300". I realized this afternoon....how much I like him. Love.....I think so. I have a feeling he loves me....because many times he just looked into my eyes, and didn't say anything. And I asked him what, and he'd always say, "Nothing." and smile......and just keep looking at me. I connect with him. I feel so myself, and yet so shy at the same time. He makes me feel like I never have to be scared. Sure....I get mad, but it's only because of me liking him so much.
He's....like the other half of me.
I can't even put into words how I felt this afternoon. Too many emotions to describe. I can't.....comprehend them all.
I keep looking for the right time to say it. I love you. But either it comes and I miss the opportunity, or I'm about to say it...and back out.
We were talking about our future in Borders today, sitting in the chairs by the magazine racks....holding hands. He says he's scared of his friends leaving and the group going seperate ways. I want to travel. I'm not meant for this place....I'm destined for greater things....like Aeneas in th Aneid. He got quiet when I said that. When I asked what was wrong...he said, "You know what."
I know he's thinking, "You'll be leaving me". and all I could think was, "What if we're not together?" I don't want to think that far ahead, but....I can picture it you know? How can you like someone so much within the 2 1/2 months you've been with them?
If anything at all, I know that I like him, and he likes me. He told me that he does....a lot, and that his mom even knows it (after a mishap today.....his mom basically catching us being promiscuous and such...:] ).
LA;SSA;LGKDMLS;GAKM.
God. I'm dazed. That's all I can say to describe how I feel. But....I like it. :]
.katie.