Dec 30, 2004 14:37
this is to a friend ive had for a while and ive always thought we were good friends. I always concidered you as one of my best friends. We have had so many good times together!! But just within the last two mounths i feel like you dont like me n e more. When ever i try to talk to you it seems like ur always to busy to talk to me. And when i try to talk to u at school when ur with certain people u act like ur to cool for me. LIke its seems like u think ur way o good for me. Even when im nice to u or do somethin for u it still seems like its not good enough for you, You are never pleased with me. Before it seemed like even a little smile would make u happy, now i dont even no what the fuck i can do for you. Im sry sometimes it takes me a while to return you stuff......it takes me a while to return everones stuff..im just a very forgetfull person. Maybe its cuz im not perfect but no ones pefect not even you, and you used to hate al the people ur friends with now and i was friends with you while they mad ur life a living hell. Im not sayin that im the perfect friend im just tryin to let you no that im sad that we arent that close of friends n e more and i never feel like i can ever be good enough for you. Sometimes i think its the fact that im not popular enough for u. But i really never can tell. You only call me when you want to barrow somethin or need someting. and also u will call or talk to me when ur extremely bored and have nothin else to do so idk and even when i try to call u cuz i need you you still cant talk to me or idk, i used to be able to call u when i needed help or adivice or just someone to talk to but idk what happened u just never seem to be satisfied with me.