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Ya know wat ticks me off? ...... liars and fakes
I hate how i have the need to be nice to some of these poeple just because i feel that is more proper to do so. I hate that i can't be like 'fuck off' nd be done with it all. I wish I could be cold-hearted sometimes just to make things easier, and to be free from alot of crap that happens.
But everything is going amazingly for the moment i guess. Even when i get crappy times, like when having a bad day at work (like someone dragging me to a register to get fucking yelled at from a guest for not getting approved for a credit card.. yea thats you casanova)...somehow i just think about somthing and i make myself happy.. I love happy thoughts lol. but yes.. i think i've sorted through a bunch of personal thoughts on past/present stuff.. all i got left is to figure out my future......but its all good. cuz i've figured out so much for right now.. i don't have to think about much more for right now, cuz i'm lovin it all.
And for all Maroon 5 lovers.. I discovered a new similar band to them. They are beyond amazing and i am going to be their new york poster board. They are called Oranjesta. They're from Nevada and all they have is a demo out right now and its not like a professional record deal or anything.. but.. he sent me a message randomly after seeing my myspace and noticed my favorite: Maroon 5 and thought i'd be interested.. i mailed them tha money and got tha cd.. its so freaken awesome!!
and i got my new laptop.. nd i still can't hook up my dsl on it.. i need help.. i need a day off to figure it out.. cuz i can if i put in tha time
oooo and yess.. for all who realize my procrastination involved in this prom shit.. i'm actually attempting to shop for a dress tomorrow.. yeah.. a month away.. maybe i should start? lol.. ima fail tho.. but its okay...
ok so im done and going to sleep...... fun times.