Apr 18, 2005 15:54
So after my week from hell i learned alot.
To live in fear is to not live. A life in fear leads to sheltered minds and ends up closed from tha world. I always thought i was fearless, then i got scared because of something, in which some of you may know of. It scared tha hell outa me, and i realize i was wrong to get scared. I let that form a huge knot inside me that led to my distress. I regained my peace of mind, and once again came to realize a life is not lived, when lived in fear. I have so many poeple that i can turn to for help, especially you, and that is why i know i have nothing to fear, not even an assinine guy who thinks he can fuck with me.
So yeah, yesterday went from a miserable disaster, to an incredible day. Its just ashame i went through all that i did when i could have solved my problems earlier that weekend.
Life is just good and dandy and we're all gunna hold hands and sing coom-bye-yaa ( no idea how to spell it so sound it out lol)
Sooooo... yeah. schools almost over, as well lauren reminded me so yesterday morning.. its ashame most college kids only got 3 weeks left.. it ain't fair... but still only 35 days left to go school for me minus finals/regents... plus most of tha classes are going to come to a close and become review, which means lots of cut days (as if i don't do that enough already).
kk i'm done wit this now cuz i gots a life to live (which really means going to lay down lol)..... i got such an awesomely filled life lol