Long time passed
So i haven't written in here in like forever and a half.... lots happened.... im sorta over the whole saying wats going on in a public display since w/e i have to say i can say in person... butttt. schools tomorow and im so freakin bored nd i figured why not be a hypocrite while i can't sleep and since i still remember my password to this i might as well give an update
So yeah... lifes pretty damn good at the moment.. Do you ever get into a rut you think you'll never get out of? Feel like things will never get better? and that life just out right sucks? well i had for a really big part of my life.. like 3/4 years of hell. I thought one meaningful event ruined my life and that I would never be truely happy again. Recently i found out that somehow, somewhere everything changed. I don't kno how and i don't exactly kno when, but everything seemed to get better.. prob sumwhere from sept to november things got better. This huge snowball of problems slowly melted away until recently, all thats left is for me to throw this miniscule ball out tha window and be done with it and finally move on. but yeah i guess this is all in my head cuz i new foundly realized that some people around me who've known me through it all realized.... im different.. and definetly better off for it
So yeah.. life and all its goodness in my 4 months wit out this peice of shit...which is actually not much lol... felt a whole lot busier during the time than it does looking back.. mostly consisted of school + work ( which combined takes up every day of tha week .. unless of course we have school off on one of the 2 days i don't work), managing the boys team ( which had its ups.. and way downs), and ofcourse..without forgetting adam. <-- thats the closest i could find to pink to match ur style of it.it looks peachyish tho... either that or im colorblind whcih is impossible..(and yeah im not the kinda person for me to be written sum poem for you or sumthing like that on this... i'll let you keep that orignal skill to urself)
Okay.. and if no one else has really realized yet....we only have 3.5 months left of school!!! how fucking amazing is that!!.. plus tha fact that we still have like around 2 weeks worth of days off..
So things coming up:
march:
-senior banquet(not going but i'd like to kno the outcomes) i have lots of nominees for biggest bitch... and biggest slut in our school... lol.. ima invent those categories..
-Gala Concert (march 19th?)- yeah thats sorta in 3 weeks and since i was absent tha week b4 this vaca for 2 days.. i don't kno that last peice.. why the hell would he give us a new damn piece so soon to tha concert... yeah im never gunna learn it.. maybe i can learn how to pretend to play and still look like im actually working hard? lol... or maybe i'll shove a little recording of my part in the bottom of my clarinet. no one'll ever know the difference cept that i'd actually have right notes coming out lol
-easter..im not really excited for tha holiday.. just for that fact that its a day off from work.. and school.. which doesn't happen all that often + it means sum good food lol)
April:
---MAROON 5 Concert: the 8th... i'd get a calander and start a countdown.. but that'd mean i'd have to get off my lazy ass) anddd.....adam ur sooo freakin amazing for this concert.. its gunna be like the best time ever.. right beside (maybe even above) my first/only yankees game.
-Goin upstate for a little vacation during the end of april
-week of school off! who can forget
yeah thats all i got... lifes boring sumtimes.. o well.. still its all good.. no complaints