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Ok...So who knows if this will post but whatever...didnt really update too much. but like i said nothing has happened. i miss luke a lot and i only get to see him every other weekend sometimes less sometime more. very sad. we had a little bit of a falling out i guess you could say but things are better now. I really think the distance is getting to both of us he only lives a little over 2 hours away but it's still far enough away that it creates problems with traveling. at least he is closer by then L.A. I dont know how a 6 hour distance apart would be. only about a month more though. I have very mixed feelings about what i want or need anymore and im not sure why. I'm excited to go back to school for lots of reasons..more freedom ( i sometimes forget what my parents rules are lol) i get to see luke everyday. very exciting. and seeing everyone from school. kate and ashleigh came up about 2 weeks ago, and we had so much fun i really miss those two. at the same time i don't want to leave eveyone here. sometimes i really wonder if i made the right choice about going to school 6 hours away. i envy people who can have the best of both worlds...at school during the week being able to come home if they really wanted to in the middle of the week. ok wow am i down or what? but anyways more later...if i feel like it. :/