backbeat the word is on thestreets that the fireinyourheart is out

[wavespark99]

by now you should have somehow realized what you gotta do
i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now
and all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead the way are blinding
and there are many things that i would like to say to you
but i dont know how
i said maybe
youre gonna be the one that saves me
youre gonna be the one that saves me

this might not be true forever, but i realized today that im not making "it" about me quite as much anymore. and that comforts me. because it means that somethings changing.

and i hate change.

but i want this.

i want to feel my growing pains.

because the pain is release.
beautiful
release.