i dont know what wrong of me
maybe it's pms or maybe i just have a lot of kinda kept in emotional issues going on right now, but i just broke down completely and started crying because our computer guy deleted limewire from my computer... if that tells you anything.
so i need to tackle 2 important subjects, and i'll start with the one that made me feel at least a little bit good.
bridget and i spent the whole day together, and it was really great. we surfed the eckin giant waves at serena and leadbetter, ate at stacky's, and violated the jacuzzi and steam room at the coral.
i really really love hanging out and talking to bridget, and even though we are really different me and extremely the same, and us together can be interesting.
we talked about what she has realized about her life lately, and it really made me think about what i want to change in mine. i've made some casual resolutions to myself, but i dont think its even really worth describing them.
i just feel guilty too much.
the second is the fact that i got a cryptic message from timm last night, and upon talking to him this afternoon i discovered that his parents found out about friday.
basically, his phone is taken away, he cant get his license, he isnt going to be here this summer, and he cant see us at all until he leaves for the bahamas.
i'm kind of really mad at mysef and dissapointed and etremely sad and pissed off i just feel like im in a hole i cant imagine how deep timm's hole is and what it feels like down there.
im really not doing well emotionally right now.
or maybe im am.
realizing some stuff
its good for me.
i think i need to stay home again tonite
and all day tomorrow
but thats finals business.
and i think this matters too, i have some thoughts about stuff like this that i'll write later::
IcemasterTimoteo: u wanna know somthin kinda ironic
wilt6987: what?
IcemasterTimoteo: i didnt want to get katie in trouble, like that was my primary concern, cuz i didnt want her to like not like me or sumthin, and her parents knew anyway
IcemasterTimoteo: ha see likeing her doesnt do anything good for me
IcemasterTimoteo: haha
wilt6987: that is extremely ironic
oo and darin miller (cky) was at bridget's house all friday. what up bitch?
so i need to tackle 2 important subjects, and i'll start with the one that made me feel at least a little bit good.
bridget and i spent the whole day together, and it was really great. we surfed the eckin giant waves at serena and leadbetter, ate at stacky's, and violated the jacuzzi and steam room at the coral.
i really really love hanging out and talking to bridget, and even though we are really different me and extremely the same, and us together can be interesting.
we talked about what she has realized about her life lately, and it really made me think about what i want to change in mine. i've made some casual resolutions to myself, but i dont think its even really worth describing them.
i just feel guilty too much.
the second is the fact that i got a cryptic message from timm last night, and upon talking to him this afternoon i discovered that his parents found out about friday.
basically, his phone is taken away, he cant get his license, he isnt going to be here this summer, and he cant see us at all until he leaves for the bahamas.
i'm kind of really mad at mysef and dissapointed and etremely sad and pissed off i just feel like im in a hole i cant imagine how deep timm's hole is and what it feels like down there.
im really not doing well emotionally right now.
or maybe im am.
realizing some stuff
its good for me.
i think i need to stay home again tonite
and all day tomorrow
but thats finals business.
and i think this matters too, i have some thoughts about stuff like this that i'll write later::
IcemasterTimoteo: u wanna know somthin kinda ironic
wilt6987: what?
IcemasterTimoteo: i didnt want to get katie in trouble, like that was my primary concern, cuz i didnt want her to like not like me or sumthin, and her parents knew anyway
IcemasterTimoteo: ha see likeing her doesnt do anything good for me
IcemasterTimoteo: haha
wilt6987: that is extremely ironic
oo and darin miller (cky) was at bridget's house all friday. what up bitch?