Take a drive with me...
I took my english exam today. We'll see if I passed so I can graduate. It seems it's the end of everything. It all started with Miguel, the end of love, the end of a relationship, the end of happiness (deep happiness, not fake superficial happiness), now it's the end of high school. I don't even know if Miguel will ever want to talk to me again, it sucks really bad because I just cannot shake him from my mind. I was reading some poems last night that I've written and I just wanted to cry.
Right now I'm listening to Celine Dion's "I drove all night" thanks to the handy computer, it's awesome because it's a remix, GERMAN STYLE! Now i've got 2 remixed styles and both are neat but i'm still looking for the original that way I can burn a whole bunch of songs onto a cd. I've been trying to let everything go and just be casual and cool with everything, but it's so hard. Oh, didn't happen to know that my sister (Little kid sis) is now working with me, huh? Yep, now I'm training her so she can do EVERYTHING there too that way I can get the freak out of there. I'm so tired of fast food.
I want to run so far away from here, I want to be with well, we all know...come on say it with me "MIGUEL", I just want to talk to him one more time. I want to know what happened and see if it can be salvaged. God, this is DRIVING ME CRAZY! I think of him every day and every night when I lie down. I hear his voice in my head and tears kiss my eyes and break themselves away from the corners and errr it isn't fair that I had to fall. Now I can't even get back up. I'm like a weak-kneed school girl that has her head so far away from the slightest bit of anything similiar to her raisings!
I miss having friends.
I miss love.
I miss myself.
Right now I'm listening to Celine Dion's "I drove all night" thanks to the handy computer, it's awesome because it's a remix, GERMAN STYLE! Now i've got 2 remixed styles and both are neat but i'm still looking for the original that way I can burn a whole bunch of songs onto a cd. I've been trying to let everything go and just be casual and cool with everything, but it's so hard. Oh, didn't happen to know that my sister (Little kid sis) is now working with me, huh? Yep, now I'm training her so she can do EVERYTHING there too that way I can get the freak out of there. I'm so tired of fast food.
I want to run so far away from here, I want to be with well, we all know...come on say it with me "MIGUEL", I just want to talk to him one more time. I want to know what happened and see if it can be salvaged. God, this is DRIVING ME CRAZY! I think of him every day and every night when I lie down. I hear his voice in my head and tears kiss my eyes and break themselves away from the corners and errr it isn't fair that I had to fall. Now I can't even get back up. I'm like a weak-kneed school girl that has her head so far away from the slightest bit of anything similiar to her raisings!
I miss having friends.
I miss love.
I miss myself.