Sorry!

Jul 20, 2005 13:07

I know I never write in here and I should start to more. I will try harder to write in here when ever I go online. It’s just sometimes I don’t know what to say. So even if it is a one liner I will write it in.
Um... I talked to John--- I think I scared him :( I should have said anything back to him but "Hi"
But stupid me everyone knows me I cant keep my big mouth shut! I asked him if he missed me... he said yes and I had to keep on drilling--- so I asked him really? And he asked y? and so I said because I want to know--- and then I Said "Have you ever missed someone so much that you wish you could tell them how much you miss them but every time you try the words don’t come out because you don’t want to hurt them and make them remember the past?" and then I said that’s how I feel about you... and I don’t want to. And he said awwww and then signed off.... I’m so stupid! I don’t care if that girl says she loves him--- I know that she could never love him as much as I love him. Never! I still talk to the girls I told them before I left last summer that just because I am not here does not mean we can’t still talk and Michelle and I write to each other all the time... I love the girls. They grew on me. Last summer Michelle told me that I was like her big sister that she can tell me stuff she can’t tell her mom or John. It made me feel so good. I told her I will always be there for her if she ever needed anything. I stick by that. --- Well other than that things are great... Brian and Damien are in San Francisco and they are on their way home today. I went to the beach all weekend it was a Blast! I love the beach! We went skim boarding, Surfing, tanning, and just played in the water. The boys had mud fights and Cody came and picked me up to throw me in the water-- I first I fought it and then said fuck it! Haha he’s funny. So yeah I am doing good. I miss home so much though. Well I love you all and miss you guys so much so I am outtie I am going swimming in my pool. <3333
Chow!
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