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All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here,
outside your door.
I hate to wake you up
To say...goodbye.
That song always always always and forever will remind me of Kelly & hawaii. But yeah. Today was filled with errands and last minute packing and cleaning and just getting readiness.
I have cold feet. I keep freaking myself out, wondering if this is right or not, and ultimately i just have to smack myself and remind myself how much i wanted this. (I still haven't told Xander's parents i'm going, and i really don't plan to). And also, i WILL have cold feet (literally), when i get there, because this morning it was -9, and i woke up to 79 degree weather with sunshine and birds singing.
Buuuuuut...all the same, i'm -so- excited to be getting out of this house. It was hard not having tons of freedom in high school, but even harder to have it in college and then come back and have it gone again. And finally, i hope...no more loneliness.
Anyway, i'm off. My flight leaves long beach at 8 am, meaning in order to be there by 6 we're leaving here at 4, and holy crap that's early. Adios, i'm officially revoking my west coast citizenship. (At least until summer).
I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here,
outside your door.
I hate to wake you up
To say...goodbye.
That song always always always and forever will remind me of Kelly & hawaii. But yeah. Today was filled with errands and last minute packing and cleaning and just getting readiness.
I have cold feet. I keep freaking myself out, wondering if this is right or not, and ultimately i just have to smack myself and remind myself how much i wanted this. (I still haven't told Xander's parents i'm going, and i really don't plan to). And also, i WILL have cold feet (literally), when i get there, because this morning it was -9, and i woke up to 79 degree weather with sunshine and birds singing.
Buuuuuut...all the same, i'm -so- excited to be getting out of this house. It was hard not having tons of freedom in high school, but even harder to have it in college and then come back and have it gone again. And finally, i hope...no more loneliness.
Anyway, i'm off. My flight leaves long beach at 8 am, meaning in order to be there by 6 we're leaving here at 4, and holy crap that's early. Adios, i'm officially revoking my west coast citizenship. (At least until summer).