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Dear journal,
Warped tour was yesterday and it was alot of fun. . The weather was BLAZIN lol and i really got beaten up in thoes pits...my face is burnt my new hollister shirt is basically ruined i have huge black an blue on my leg and i passed out for like a couple seconds in one of the pits...i saw fall out boy for a little then i saw circa survive, boys night out, motion city soundtrack , senses fail, and saosin...we were all dying of the heat it was so so so so so so hot and we were dripping in sweat it was absolutly disgusting but when you think back on it it was alot of fun.
but now its monday and its basically my last monday of summer because next monday i will be attending my first ap classes which is my start to my junior year and this is where it all begins...i really hope that i will be able to handle this year without being tottally stressed out and always worried and always crying for once i just wish i could do well in school without having to go over the edge insane.
i believe we are heading to my beach house tonight or tomorrow my dad is taking off from work an my mom wants to go down so she can relax for a while but its my last week of freedom and i just wish i could be home with all of my friends and enjoy this last week to the fullest...maybe i can convince them to come back on friday so that i can at lest have the weekend... on a bad note tho i dont even have my ap books yet an i ordered them like 2 weeks ago so i dont understand why they arent here and i dont know when im going to be doing my assigments for class if i dont have the books...
but maybe this year wont be so bad..maybe ill be so busy with work that it will fly by and i wont have time to worry about bad things or get caught up in drama ill always be doing something either writing a paper playing a tennis match going to play practice or drama club meetings or studying that in a blink of an eye it will be summer again and ill be looking at colleges and ill be applying to hopefully some of the top colleges in the country an ill be drivinggg! and on the weekends ill still have all my friends to hang out with when i can it shouldnt be so bad as long as i put in the hours to study and manage my time
this summer hasnt been as great as i hoped it would be but im looking foward to my next summer an i know its going to be amazing
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