it is cold enough to freeze the balls off a brass monkey.
yar, it be a blustery one. this week was hell, basically. yesterday, i was at least somewhat close to getting my music project done and then BAM the mother fer has enough nerve to not only delete, but cease to exist. and then i ran around trying to find tudini, but he wasnt there. i talked to hoerbelt and he siad that tuds had it backe dup as of two days ago, and he could restore it. well, he copied over the things that i had at one point, and copied my blank one, and well.. i had to cram as much as i could at 5 30 last night. odds are im going to get a 0, and thats our entire grade. so yeaha, im pissed off. im also retarded cuz i cant do math. so yeah, these mid terms are not going to be nice. oh the woes of being a kid. one of the songs that i have re discovered is "my heart is the worst kind of weapon" yeah, its true. and so, on that note. i leave you with the lyrics:
spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out- the jokes on you
we are salt- you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
because i know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't dare sleep
I'll teach you a lesson
for keeping secrets from me
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in while [x2]
and did you hear the news?
i could dissect you
and gut you on this stage
not as elequent as i may have imagined
but it will get the job done (you're done)
every line is plotted and designed
to leave you standing
on your bedroom window's ledge
and everyone else that it hits
that it gets to
is nothing more than collateral damage
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while [x2]
going to joshs tonight, and we are getting trashed so bad right before exams, it should be so fun.
spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out- the jokes on you
we are salt- you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
because i know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't dare sleep
I'll teach you a lesson
for keeping secrets from me
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in while [x2]
and did you hear the news?
i could dissect you
and gut you on this stage
not as elequent as i may have imagined
but it will get the job done (you're done)
every line is plotted and designed
to leave you standing
on your bedroom window's ledge
and everyone else that it hits
that it gets to
is nothing more than collateral damage
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while [x2]
going to joshs tonight, and we are getting trashed so bad right before exams, it should be so fun.