yar, it be an interesting one.
the bills lost today, no big deal, we did a heck of alot better than we did last year. the past few days have been alright. i kicked off the new year at mikes house with brian, it was a pretty solid time, no complaints there.i am so dreading going to school tomorrow. seriously, who needs it? i dont need chem or math or anything for me to be successful. i can sell t shirts on a street corner in nyc and as long as im happy, i could honestly care less. seriously, so what if i become a doctor and make like 300 grand a year, if im away from my family and obsessed with materials then my life wouldnt be worth too much, now would it? so if im happy, thats being succesful. ugh, im tired. ive been trying to get together with just about anyone since like 5 o clock yesterday evening, but to no avail. one thing that makes me so very miffed is that when people say lets just be friends, it never works out, ever. i think its some kind of sick joke that people play on each other beacuse the times that people actually remain friends are few and far between. i think that girls arent worth my time anymore, seriously. not that im turning gay, i just dont think that a. theres no one to have a relationship with b. most girls are just idiots c. i dont have enough financial backing to keep going out all the time d. theres no time, well, there could be if i try to make it and e. im trying to not let myself become too attached to anyone for a while. so anyways, on a lighter note... apparently i sail and catch octopi and fish with pink sails...? haha im going to take a nap, or eat, or write, or something...