Life gets serious
Dudes and Dudetts, what is up? Thanks for all reading my journal. Today and over the past like 3 weeks I have been doing some massive hardcore thinkning. Like where is my life going? I have come to this conclusion, I have no idea, I am living in the present, and I will be fine in the future, I will make it. Second like a while ago when I blew my ear drum my dad told me that I was living too close to the edge, and that some of the things I do actually cross the edge, and that he thinks that I should take a step back. At the time I was like fuck that I am loving life. After that I started looking at my life. Something happened, I dunno, like I don't feel as though I always have control over my self, and I do life in the present too much, and that like I go on a lot of adrenaline rushes. I sound like a mental case, I think that I am over reacting. anyways..........I have a question for you all. Do you believe in god? I totaly 110% do. I pray all the time and truely believe in him. Like totaly, I don't know, I don't think that I come off that way, but I totaly am a believer. Please give me all your input. Guys fucking rock your lives hardcore, and if you need someone to rock with give me a call. Awesome