Oct 07, 2004 17:58
Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused
I feel so cheap
so used, unfaithful
let's start over
My life in the past couple of days has been completely turned upside down. Everything is so confusing, and I haven't really accepted what is happening yet. I think I am still in shock. Nothing is making it better. I have been out late with Stefan every night just talking, or crying, or whatever. But my friends and family are the only things that are making this any better, and I just want to thank whatever friends thathave been there the past couple of days that are reading this. You are amazing. Truly. So much stuff is going on. I am mad, and confused, and sad. Everything is just so confusing, no matter how simple it is. I have no desire to do anything productive. I have no modivation.