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I'm so confused about life right now. Not really life, more like... i want to say my love life, but love has nothing to do with it. There's this guy I met here, he's sweet as hell. We have a lot in common, we both love the same music, he's really into me, and he's cute. He holds my hand and holds me, which is something I've been wanting. There's just... i don't know.... something doesn't feel right about it. Not like I think he's going to fuck me over, i don't think he would. It's just... something i want isn't there, and I'm not sure what it is. I'm so confused, so freaking confused. I want to like this, i want to be in this and like it, but something is holding me back. If i knew what it was it would make more sense. AAAAH! What is it?????