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just last night i developed TWO crushes. both of my crushes are on people that ive known for a while. but i never felt this way about them before.
i can talk about one of the crushes. this is all so fresh in my mind, so i can remember when i started having fond feelings for him.
first it was when he was talking to me after my show and he said, "you know, you should hang out with me sometime. you should come over and we'll write something. some music. im good i promise." i know that just means he liked my voice, but that means a lot to me!!
second was when we were walking meg to the car. enzo and i had to go one way at the curb, and he and meg had to go the other. so we all were saying our goodbyes and walking away but then he runs back and throws both arms around me, kisses me on the forehead and says kinda soft, "see you later."
WHAT?! i melted. how could i not turn to mush for shit like that??
the other crush is unconventional and i probably just want to make out with that person for selfish reasons.
i want to go make some music... and i dont even like making music.
i can talk about one of the crushes. this is all so fresh in my mind, so i can remember when i started having fond feelings for him.
first it was when he was talking to me after my show and he said, "you know, you should hang out with me sometime. you should come over and we'll write something. some music. im good i promise." i know that just means he liked my voice, but that means a lot to me!!
second was when we were walking meg to the car. enzo and i had to go one way at the curb, and he and meg had to go the other. so we all were saying our goodbyes and walking away but then he runs back and throws both arms around me, kisses me on the forehead and says kinda soft, "see you later."
WHAT?! i melted. how could i not turn to mush for shit like that??
the other crush is unconventional and i probably just want to make out with that person for selfish reasons.
i want to go make some music... and i dont even like making music.