Can I go back to then and start over? (Avaryl, make sure your past self at Hot Topic in Altamonte tells me to get a damn insulin pump to save my feet and my sight, ok?)
I need more crap to happen in my life. As of 4am, my left eye is now worse than it has ever been. It's actually gotten worse since I left the retinal specialist this afternoon.
I guess I'm looking at surgery.