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[watmiteofbeen]

alright so this is gonna be kinda intimate and truthful but i gotta go soon so im gonna try and get my point across.
and if you really dont care then dont read it...
well i know that im not perfect i know that i am nothing close to perfect. and thats fine with me. i have come to realize that i am perfect in my heart, and that it doesnt matter who likes me or thinks im pretty, i know that jesus does. but i want something... i want somehing meaningful and intimate and close. i want a guy that loves me for who i am. for me on the inside not what i appear on the outside. truth is in what really is not what appears to be. i want to walk out in my pink victorias secret bra, and my boy panies, and i want him to look at me and think, "wow, shes beautiful", despite my curves and those extra ppunds that i have. i want him to look at me and not jsut my body, my boobs, or my butt. i want him to look into my eyes. into my heart. im a woman, a beautiful woman, and i know that. i want to lose my virginity to someoen who looks at me like that. i dont jsut want a one night stand. i want my loss to be something beautiful, that i wouldnt be able to explain. im looking for it
and i know it will come one day
if not soon, one day.
i pray
i love you

help me
brittany marie

told you it was personal....