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Dec 15, 2004 15:32

once again you do it. i should have seen it coming. im not mad or bitter. i jsut think im a fool for thinking that it would be different this time. of course it wasnt. but im not gonna let it kill me this time. im not gonna let it bring me down. ya its to bad that it couldnt work out this time. i was actually kinda looking forward to it. i realize now that your love isnt real anymore and when you say those things its jsut for self satisfaction or something weird like that. well its to bad that we cant be firends, or anything like that. you say i bring to much drama. well maybe i do. if i do im sorry. youve hurt me one to many times, and that was one of the things i hated about you. but its over now. and im not gonna do it to myself any more.

on another note. gosh. im tired of everything in life being about what you look like, or how you act. cant everyone jsut be "themselves" or is there not even such a thing anymore. people can try to bring me down. but its not gonna work. i know that i am beautiful on the inseide, even tho im not perfect all the time. i know that god loves me no matter how skinny or fat i am, and no matter how gross my hair is. and frankly thats all that matters to me. so you can jsut stop wasting your time, cuz its not really bothering me. maybe you should spend some time on trying to better yourself instead of trying to put other people down.

woah. bye
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