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[watkinsatheart]

ok i don't know what the problem is. i feel like i am heading towards some big break-down/crack-ing something. I don't even know. But pressure keeps building up and sometimes I feel like I am going to explode. And I feel like I have shed a lot of my previous ambivalence. Which is probably more bad than good. The worst thing I could do to this world is unleash my judgement and opinion at every turn- once I start it never ends. Bad bad bad.

It happens.

But really, yeah. I am on edge because I feel like stuff is going to happen soon.

Probably just college. Mais on ne sait jamais