shinking gerl
it's almost the end of my freshman year in college. so much has changed, so much has happened, so much has evolved... both good and bad. alot of the bad things i don't regret, but wish i could have changed it while i had the chance. one thing i'm very happy about is the person i chose to be with seriosuly, and, of course, my room mate.. because she's pretty perfect for me.
this year has gone by so quickly, but so fucking slow at the same time. i don't really know how i got through the year alive. it has been very stressful, but i think once i know what i'm going to do, everything will feel alot better.
spring break was too short. waaaaaaaaaaay too short.
i think acdfa is going to be a very good experience for me. i get to perform. after that, i guess i'll see if i really want to go the rest of my life dancing.
basically, for those who have been pissed at me in the past, are currently pissed at me presently, or have the idea that would be pissed at me in the future, i have realized that i am stupid. and very stupid at that. but im working on it, because i know what to work on. yes i am done being stupid.
today i saw mark. i miss him so much.
AND now that i have said all there is to say ( and why the hell be heard?) i am retiring the stupid live journal. i decided that expressing my bitchy opinions to others isnt neccessary and reading my bitchy opinions isnt very important.
im ready to grow up now. (we are all about to change ? )
this year has gone by so quickly, but so fucking slow at the same time. i don't really know how i got through the year alive. it has been very stressful, but i think once i know what i'm going to do, everything will feel alot better.
spring break was too short. waaaaaaaaaaay too short.
i think acdfa is going to be a very good experience for me. i get to perform. after that, i guess i'll see if i really want to go the rest of my life dancing.
basically, for those who have been pissed at me in the past, are currently pissed at me presently, or have the idea that would be pissed at me in the future, i have realized that i am stupid. and very stupid at that. but im working on it, because i know what to work on. yes i am done being stupid.
today i saw mark. i miss him so much.
AND now that i have said all there is to say ( and why the hell be heard?) i am retiring the stupid live journal. i decided that expressing my bitchy opinions to others isnt neccessary and reading my bitchy opinions isnt very important.
im ready to grow up now. (we are all about to change ? )