long time no talk

[wathappendtome]

so im rarely ever on livejournal anymore and i know i say that everytime i update this damn thing lol so kristen got me in big trouble and im trying to stay out of jail... i should be able toget out of it fuck she did i dont know wht the hell happend to her but she didnt go to jail so yea.... i dont know i just think im a real dumb ass... i have so many questions for her sometimes i want my closure well more like some answers but i know i will never get them cuz its all bullshit that comes out of her mouth like she tells me shit i want to hear... oh well

uhm i got to see my sandy day before yesterday and i shoud be able to see her today cuz its the 13th... later tonight i guess we are goin to the bar me and ken and my mom might show up after bingo so thats pretty cool right?

hmmm anyways i dont know much of wat to say except i am doing kind of ok and im hoping something will be ok soon