what to do?
so i dont update my livejournal much... it used to be my god... but anyways... life sucks sometimes... i need to get hold of someone to listen to my complaining cuz i think kristen is sick of it... she didnt say that or anything but i dont like having to bother her... cuz i know she's kinda mad these days to but yea.... i dont know i dont know what to do... i tried to call mary last night but she wasnt answering me... =( anyways on a good note im getting my kids tomorow so thats pretty cool they always make me feel better =) i love them so much