Good times
Well tonight might be the end of my brother living at home. There was another argument which makes my sad and cry. Luckly i have some really nice friends on Furnet that cheered me up alittle. I wish i lived near someof them..I don't know of any babyfur or even furs that live within 100 miles of me. This is just tearing my family apart..I did get in a fight with my brother once and that was one of the scariest things that has happened to me in my life. He wanted me to take him into town and i kept telling him no because i said that i would of taken him in ealier if he was up..well i checked and he wasn't so i wasn't going to give him a ride and i ment it... things started to get hariy as i started to leave and he stood behind the car so i couldnt back up. So i got just so fed up with him that i got out and we started to bicker then he pushed me....bad idea on his part. I snapped and charged him and picked him off the ground and slamed him against the pavement...He then got up and backed away from me saying all this shit and what not. So i started to lay into him calling him a pussy for not fighting back and running away from me...as i was getting ready to just leave he came over and kicked me in the shin not hard though. So I chase after him into the house and he runs and picks up the Iron poker for our woodstove and came after me...at this point i was really scared because i thought he was going to hit me with it..i may be somewhat tough i know i'm not that tough so i backed outside and spied a machete near by and picked it up and prepared to defend my self. He went back inside and threatend to smash my computer with it, at that point i just didn't care and wanted to leave. So i got into the car and went straight to my moms work and went to go see her..I cried the entire way there bacause i don't like fights or arguments. Yup...good times. Enough rambling...I do have some good things they just seem so small compared to all the shit that has happened to me in the past two months. Oh well time to wrap this up and go snuggle with some furs among other things wink wink.