Jan 19, 2008 16:29
hi! so i'm starting to like livejournal more, i mean i didn't have a problem with it before im just used to GJ. but whatever. yesterday i went to katies party and it was fun. very funny. haha, i woke up this morning and my throat hurts bad, hopefully it goes away. everything is kind of hectic right now. i have school then play practice everyday after school plus homework and then my friends. and padden moved the play to 2 weeks earlier and i hardly know any of the songs i have to sing. i'll be okay i hope. other stuff .. jimmy(kid i like) won't look at me. and i'm really bummed out and kind of mad because i mean i know he knew i liked him but i don't get him. he's the one who was acting like he liked me back. like offering to give me rides and asking me ot hang out that one night and flirting with me and giving me looks. but not he won't look at me and i really don't know why. so i mean i'm not gunna sit there and and annoy him and ask him. i mean i understand he told maggie (my friend) that i was too young for him. but honestly, why did he just stop tlaking to me. and i really don't think 2 years is a lot younger. i don't know. im gunna see him tomorrow so i guess ill just see what happens, if he's even gunna talk to me. oh and theres the thing with mariah. last sunday i went snowboarding and i guess katie took her to youth group, i mean i shouldnt care that much but i really don't want her going. of course i wasnt gunna tell her that when she said she was thinking about going back. i kind of just changed the subject. i don't know, it's just that i'm ususally always with her nad i wanna go somewhere sometimes when i'm just not there with her. and that sounds horrible and stupid but it's the truth. whatever, im just gunna have to deal with it. yesterday kier and me were tlkaing about semi and she said she wasnt sure if she was gunna go with anymore because the person she was gunna go with doesnt want to go anymore so i told her that i would go with her because she wasnt gunna go if she had to walk in alone and i really wanted her to go. so i told her it would probably be okay but i'd let her know deff if i could. so later i was talking to mariah and asked her if it would be okay (i was supposed to go with her and jill) and she started yelling at me nad saying it wasnt okay and was saying how she would be gonig alone. but she wouldnt cause she would be onig with jill and then she was saying that jill was gonig late which she isnt and i told her she coulf go with kier and me too bc kier wouldnt care so i don't know what she's doing. but im gonig with kier cause i'm gonig to feel horrible if she can't go. ahhh whatever. byee