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last night was my idea of a good friday. if derek was involved it woulda been great. but anyway.. i met up with mal &bri at the mall. nothing spectacular occurred. me&mal got to my house, smoked, chilled.. good stuff. then we ended up chilling with mecca for awhile. todayyy i went to my babys. we saw 300 {great} & ZODIAC {great}. we snuck into Zodiac. haha little devilsssss >:)
as we were sitting outside the theater waiting for Zodiac to start, my exboyfriend walks in with his friend and some girl. i told derek who he was and after that i noticed derek not taking his eyes off of matt. it was kinda funny kinda cute. hah. it sounds sad.. but it felt good to have him see matt. i don't know why, but it did. and it felt even better to have matt see derek. all i wish is that i was looking cuter. no one ever wants to see an ex when your semi-fabulous. (wow i'm completely retarded)
oh yeah a good thing.. last night derek called me at like 5am after his night of drinking. i specifically did not ask him to call me earlier in the night, because the last time he called me when he was drunk he was a complete and utter asshole. so i wanted to just avoid it. 4:30am rolls around.. my phone rings.. it's my baby.. asking me to repeat "carne esada" {sp}. 5am rolls around, he calls me again without me asking him to and he wasn't being a dick at all. it made me smile because i was shocked. ilovehim. kbye.
OOOH. grant. i don't know what the fuck is going on with that boy. he tells me he's all happy because i texted him and that he missed me. i tell him sometimes my boyfriend doesn't make me happy, and he says "we make each other happy.. lemme know". UM. I USE TO LOVE WITH MORE THAN WORDS COULD DESCRIBE... now that i'm over you and in love with someone else... DON"T FUCKING MESS WITH MY HEAD. istill<3youthough. he's the only person i'll ever have that connection with. fuck if i know.
as we were sitting outside the theater waiting for Zodiac to start, my exboyfriend walks in with his friend and some girl. i told derek who he was and after that i noticed derek not taking his eyes off of matt. it was kinda funny kinda cute. hah. it sounds sad.. but it felt good to have him see matt. i don't know why, but it did. and it felt even better to have matt see derek. all i wish is that i was looking cuter. no one ever wants to see an ex when your semi-fabulous. (wow i'm completely retarded)
oh yeah a good thing.. last night derek called me at like 5am after his night of drinking. i specifically did not ask him to call me earlier in the night, because the last time he called me when he was drunk he was a complete and utter asshole. so i wanted to just avoid it. 4:30am rolls around.. my phone rings.. it's my baby.. asking me to repeat "carne esada" {sp}. 5am rolls around, he calls me again without me asking him to and he wasn't being a dick at all. it made me smile because i was shocked. ilovehim. kbye.
OOOH. grant. i don't know what the fuck is going on with that boy. he tells me he's all happy because i texted him and that he missed me. i tell him sometimes my boyfriend doesn't make me happy, and he says "we make each other happy.. lemme know". UM. I USE TO LOVE WITH MORE THAN WORDS COULD DESCRIBE... now that i'm over you and in love with someone else... DON"T FUCKING MESS WITH MY HEAD. istill<3youthough. he's the only person i'll ever have that connection with. fuck if i know.