Best friends means you get what you deserve...
So I was talked about. Well more like someone bitched about me. For whatever reason I do not know. This person doesn't even know me. Does not want to know me. And has never even said hi or tried to make any contact with me what so ever. But yet, they can still bitch about me and say God knows what for whatever reason. It's kind of upsetting. I haven't done jack shit to this person and I don't like being talked about by people I've only met a couple times who doesn't know one thing about me.
As far as i'm concerned right now, my best friend and I are no longer friends. No more trying. I'm through. If we were meant to stay friends then he'll come around. I'm sick of trying and putting up with his shit. I'm sick of getting hurt. It's really frustrating to hear "I've changed and I hate it, my friend all notice it and I don't like how I've changed, and I don't want to hurt you and I'm sorry.." etc. Yet, all he does is hurt me and most likely never came to my defense at times when he should have. No more calling, no more texting, no more IM'ing. I'm through. I have badass friends whom I love and have a freaking badass time with and who will always be there for me and will make this a hell of a lot easier.
Well I just got back from South Padre tonight. Lauren came with me. It was nice. It was fun. I'm glad she got to come with me. THe water so pretty and we're gonna plan a trip there for our group of girls sometime this yr. hopefully. I got a cool lighter thingy cuz it was nifty and me and LAuren liked it a lot. Haha. I also got a pair of corona shorts that are yellow and some cute corona pajama pants. I got 2 shirts that are the corona theme that say south padre on them. lol. Ones for ROchelle since she always gets me something wherever she goes. And last but not least, I got a tank top that says lifeguard and something like that on it. It's cute. Me and LAuren got hennas too. They kind of rubbed off a little on my mommy's eats though... eek. But all in all it was a good trip away from here and wonderful time away from work.
On another note, mommy and daddy leave tomorrow while I'm at work and won't be back till late sunday. Yay. Fun times for Pam. I love it when they leave. Weeeeeee!!
Alright well I'm rather tired and I've got work in the morning. What else is new? Time to head off to bed. Night night!
As far as i'm concerned right now, my best friend and I are no longer friends. No more trying. I'm through. If we were meant to stay friends then he'll come around. I'm sick of trying and putting up with his shit. I'm sick of getting hurt. It's really frustrating to hear "I've changed and I hate it, my friend all notice it and I don't like how I've changed, and I don't want to hurt you and I'm sorry.." etc. Yet, all he does is hurt me and most likely never came to my defense at times when he should have. No more calling, no more texting, no more IM'ing. I'm through. I have badass friends whom I love and have a freaking badass time with and who will always be there for me and will make this a hell of a lot easier.
Well I just got back from South Padre tonight. Lauren came with me. It was nice. It was fun. I'm glad she got to come with me. THe water so pretty and we're gonna plan a trip there for our group of girls sometime this yr. hopefully. I got a cool lighter thingy cuz it was nifty and me and LAuren liked it a lot. Haha. I also got a pair of corona shorts that are yellow and some cute corona pajama pants. I got 2 shirts that are the corona theme that say south padre on them. lol. Ones for ROchelle since she always gets me something wherever she goes. And last but not least, I got a tank top that says lifeguard and something like that on it. It's cute. Me and LAuren got hennas too. They kind of rubbed off a little on my mommy's eats though... eek. But all in all it was a good trip away from here and wonderful time away from work.
On another note, mommy and daddy leave tomorrow while I'm at work and won't be back till late sunday. Yay. Fun times for Pam. I love it when they leave. Weeeeeee!!
Alright well I'm rather tired and I've got work in the morning. What else is new? Time to head off to bed. Night night!