disquiet
Today my people are spinning around me and it's driving me crazy. Something is unsettling but I can't put my finger on it. I came very close to deleting my myspace account today, then paused, and didn't. Is someone watching me? Perhaps it is the rejection... I am misplaced, no, displaced, or, no longer relevant. My little one is so cute, but... I wish I could disappear today and watch the world from outside it. Sam could come with me. And maybe someone who loves us. I just write this here because I think no one will read it. Perhaps I need a fresh start. Or maybe I'm just lonely.