I saw a June bug
Just one.
Last night I had a dream, that comso took his last burst of energy and jumped from the bowl, in between the tiny gap, and went splat on the floor, purposely killing himself because the suffering became too much....and this dream didn't seem too far fetched...
This is the second night I've helplessy had to watch Cosmo cling on....I mean I know they're fighter fish, but REALLY! I even told him it was alright if he departed me right now, I seriously believe he's holding on for me, but he's done more than enough, I just want the poor guy to pass on. Watching this is extremely sad. At times it looks like he's taking part in an exorcism, and other times he just floats vertically, gasping for air. Twice I already thought he had died, until I saw his gills barely moving. This is sad, and I can do is sit here helplessly and hope that his suffering ends soon and I can put him to rest....*sigh*
I was going to go out tonight...but now I am unsure, don't feel very well, don't know if I feel up to going to the BAR, and I am still awaiting a phone call....TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will go and continue to read my book and then maybe fall asleep among the pages
Last night I had a dream, that comso took his last burst of energy and jumped from the bowl, in between the tiny gap, and went splat on the floor, purposely killing himself because the suffering became too much....and this dream didn't seem too far fetched...
This is the second night I've helplessy had to watch Cosmo cling on....I mean I know they're fighter fish, but REALLY! I even told him it was alright if he departed me right now, I seriously believe he's holding on for me, but he's done more than enough, I just want the poor guy to pass on. Watching this is extremely sad. At times it looks like he's taking part in an exorcism, and other times he just floats vertically, gasping for air. Twice I already thought he had died, until I saw his gills barely moving. This is sad, and I can do is sit here helplessly and hope that his suffering ends soon and I can put him to rest....*sigh*
I was going to go out tonight...but now I am unsure, don't feel very well, don't know if I feel up to going to the BAR, and I am still awaiting a phone call....TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will go and continue to read my book and then maybe fall asleep among the pages