It's more than just words: It's just tears and rain

[waterprincess86]

I see their smiling faces in pictures that replaced what was, and what never seems to have mattered. There's so much history and it was just so easily earased. I'm honestly not trying to cry out for attention, but I have nothing better to do than write, plus no one will really read it. Some people are just so self righteous, and one thing I've found out is innocence is only as good as it's name. Did you ever just like have to write a bunch of bullshit even though no one will understand it just so you stop breaking for the amount of seconds it takes you to write it. And it's so stupid "did you ever" I'm not even talking to anyone. Anyways, none of this makes sense, but I'll stop talking about that. I never thought I could be so betrayed like this, I mean like this. And then it's like my pain is her smile and it doesn't even matter. Everything was just taken away for a reason so vain. And you find out one truth, that the truth that you thought you always had never really existed. And even though it's like being stabed, at least I know where I really stand, and it's not really anywhere. I hate her so much
I gave so much of my heart and life to someone and they just steel everything. Theres too much fucking irony. Just go to church bitch, and I'll just stay here while your giving your heart to god, and I'll stay here stabed by you, but it's ok because you didn't literally put a knife in me, so your soul is safe