Stupid pressure
I’m a bit annoyed. Yesterday I found out that I need a 3.0 to graduate. I have a 2.8 and I WAS fine with that. However, I’m not fine with it now. I have 30 weeks of class left which contains 8 classes. Then I’m done with my bachelors. It would have been nice to know that I needed a 3.0 when I first started. I think what really gets me is that my mom went behind my back to figure it out instead of being up front with me. I told her that’s why I was upset and that I forgive her but she still owes me. It’s frustrating because now there is pressure. My whole outlook on “a C is passing” now has to change to “A or bust”. I know I have the support of my family because they told me they know I can do it but now I have the pressure of not letting them down and getting a 3.0 and it feels like a lot. I know that if I tell them I’m afraid of letting them down they will just say “You won’t and we will always be proud of you” which is why I haven’t told them I’m afraid of letting them down. It won’t help. I go back to school on Wednesday; I’m taking Javascript and the second half of ActionScript. Both classes are with teachers I have had before and they are some of my favorite teachers. So this term I’m sure I’ll do fine.
Not sure what I am going to do today besides make dinner. Maybe I’ll sleep a little more, I’m kind of tired. I didn’t sleep well last night.
We went bowling yesterday, I had fun. I got my new ball and was expecting it. I bowled over 100 on all three games.
Not sure what I am going to do today besides make dinner. Maybe I’ll sleep a little more, I’m kind of tired. I didn’t sleep well last night.
We went bowling yesterday, I had fun. I got my new ball and was expecting it. I bowled over 100 on all three games.