Emotional breakdown

[waterpoloplayr]

im tired ofall this shit, tears streaming down my face, verge of suicide, i think why torture myself for your happiness, why because i care but why does it matter since i am walked on like a mat, it is said what goes around come around... i must have been one asshole because this shit im feeling just aint right. Life aint suppose to be like this im tired of feeling incompitent everyday of my life i am reminded of any faliure that comes to pass i just absorb it and the fact that i SUCK! I am tired and sick of torturing myself for everyone's happiness i cry myselfto sleep at nite wondering what the FUCK did i do wrong! You dont know what i have been through what i have to deal with, everyday i sacrifice myself but i am told i never do anything i am just selfish. I am tired of Father's i wish mine would leave my life, he does nothing but yell at me because i have excelled what he did i have gone beyond hislimits and he failed.I might as well fail but i cant i wont i have grown up my whole life that failure islike sin, i please them torturing myself i am sick of this shit what did i do to deserve this feeling... My eyes burn from the hate my heart aches from the lack of love... i just want to leave this place and go away....

Everyone Please disreguard this post its just my feelings and it isnt happy and wont make you happy so just run aways from it and trash it now just like my life!

<2+1 FUCK THAT!

drifting away, burning my heart, wripping my spirit... i have withered into utter death!